I think i am on the verge of a breakdown?

I don't know if I can help I'm only 13 but here goes. If talking about it and stuff like that makes you feel worse then that's out of the question. I think the first thing you should work on is probably getting a good Job that you enjoy. Then you should try to get to a point where your happy in all parts of your life. Make friends and connect with family. Your pretty young so you still have loads of time to get your life back on track. And again I don't know anything about this cuz im 13 but I think just try to think positivly